Anguish
Posted in despair, destiny, love, memories, pain, silhouette 29 comments
The days tormenting,
and nights never ending,
buried in these dungeons,
are my feelings, undying...
crying in silence,
still holding to your essence...
i feel your presence,
through this distance, insane...
cursed in love,
endowed by fate...
an eternity of suffering,
a destiny of pain...
shadows still haunting,
paths, i fear to tread...
wounds, still bleeding,
the past, never fades...
and nights never ending,
buried in these dungeons,
are my feelings, undying...
crying in silence,
still holding to your essence...
i feel your presence,
through this distance, insane...
cursed in love,
endowed by fate...
an eternity of suffering,
a destiny of pain...
shadows still haunting,
paths, i fear to tread...
wounds, still bleeding,
the past, never fades...
29 comments:
The past, never fades..
it haunts, repeats itself
several times in brain
the pain fresh forever
the wounds always newer
it won't pass, it can never do, unless we want to let go.. Yet again the thriving to suffer the sweet pain keeps intact a wish for little, just little more everytime..
This ain't easy and difficulties are the things that call..
Feelings so deep...
Beautiful one..:)
@Deepika
Its just that, personally i feel that accepting our past is far better than running away from it... no matter how bad it may be, it can always teach us something good and worthwhile, if nothing, atleast it teaches us not to walk down that path again...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@Valli
Thank you so much dear...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
hang in there, the anguish will pass some day...
beautifully written, btw.
@Mehak
The anguish does pass, but not forever, it surfaces with the blue moon and at those few moments, life takes a flashback, the pain resurfaces, and then, nothing else matters...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
The pain resides,
But, time like waves in ebb, subside.
Not fraying the remembrance,
The agony, turns into a beautiful flower, with mesmerizing fragrance.
@Sayak
Well, thank you...i would say, its the eyes of the onlooker who decides whether the flower is beautiful or not...
Not everyone likes a black rose...nor its fragrance...
Thanks for visiting...honoured.
Regards,
The Silhouette...
There is so much to tell there is so much to learn....
but there is no cure to curb a thing called love and despair !
Past though it may be hurtful or pleasant doesn't fade away though it gets locked in the crevices of your mind but never truly leaves you...letting go doesn't mean you forget it but it just stops affecting you the way it did!
Beautiful lines loved them !
Take Care,
Fatima
P.S: You say you are a shadow of her and her soul, so why are you always so depressed; well depressed is not the correct word but I hope you're getting what I mean to say...why not explore the happiness and the bounty that she possessed! Anyways you do have a way with words !
@Fatima
Well, aren't shadows supposed to be dark?? She is the "happy" part of me, now even when i try to write something sweet and happy, the words deceive me...
Past is something we have to come to terms with, for the simple reason that it ain't gonna change. So, better if we learn from it and move on...Like you pointed out, its not something we can simply erase off, but then, we need something to humble us too, isnt it??
Regards,
The Silhouette...
p.s. i would try to write something nice for a change, let me see if i can capture the other side too...
An eternity of suffering
a destiny of pain
but the curse never enduring
and the strength you gain
anguish is reflecting from your words...only read the title of most of your post...and only one common theme is expressed
@Beyond Horizon
A common theme, yes, i agree...you got a good eye to notice it.
nice lines...somehow true, the pain does give strength at times...but there does exist a flipside to it too...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
p.s. i donno why, but your comment made me smile. :)
Very true past never fades.... but i guess its very important to move ahead! Nicely expressed!
Cheers,
@The Girl In The Red Coat
True, its equally important to keep moving in life and not be burdened by the past. Past is something that we cannot change, its existence is more of a lesson, an experience to treasure or learn.
Thanks for stopping by...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@Tanvi
hey, didnt realize that you were in fact the red riding hood with a different name...
:)
Long time, no postings from you??
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@ The Silhouette : Yep what you said was quite true we need something to humble us too...but then why to let the past haunt you...quite silly of me to tell you to shift the course of your words coz even I don't seem to write happy stuff...my recent post seems to say so!
Anyways lets see what happy you've got in store !
Take Care,
Fatima
@Fatima
Well, it doesnt matter, nights are always some shade of blue...even the almighty cudn help it... :)
and, since you mentioned, i am in fact trying all i can to come out with a 'Happy Happy' post...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
Well this one is just too deep, yeas at times its good to have memories, bitter as they might seem but for you it might be the only thing from your past you want in your present so how can you imagine your future without it..and trust this past is not at all haunting... :)
@Unruly Rebel
So perfectly read!! you spoke what i feel...the past is beautiful...will always be...
Thanks...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
Smart and creative work.... Keep writing.. liked your blog :)
Marinela x
@Short Poems
Hey thanks a lot...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
..we can't escape from our past for it will always repeat itself... but we can always avoid it from being repeated... no same mistakes should be done twice... have a good day!!!^^
@Kelvin
Hey, n am happy to see u buddy... :)
well, true, it better if we dont repeat the same mistakes...but some events in the past are beautiful, and you are left longing for them to happen over n over...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
Am so glad that my comment made you smile...usually I end my reply with a smiley but I guess this is the first time I did not....but not from hereon
I read almost all of your writings...and OMG...you are so good at it...but as I said the sadness and pain does reflect from your writings...in one of the post you mentioned you would stop writing...but I think you should never...It would vent out your emotions and I am sure it definitely makes you feel good...waiting for the next post :)
What if I quoted these as a reply
Silly thoughts of small deeds. Everything that once answered to your needs. The thoughtless but kind. The caring but blind. Everything fades away.
Everything fades away, come turning of the tide. For your love I'm sorry. For your pain, don't worry. Everything fades away.
Silhouettes and false leads. That which drew you, like a crow to glass beads. Secrets spied. Wishes sighed. Everything fades away.
All I'm saying is don't give up, when you're getting so close. All I'm
saying is don't give up, it's the right way you chose.
~Poets of the Fall
I believe these words to be true, maybe you will too.
:)
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
@Beyond Horizon
Well, that was kind of you to say. But to be honest, am not that good. The only thing i do when i write is try to pour out whats inside me, so thats what reflects...
the next post, am trying for it to be a happy one, and sincerely hoping it does come out so...
:)
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@Blasphemous Aesthete
"Words" they never lie, its we who use it to our benefit. for me they are the most sacred thing to have ever happened...
What you quoted here is so true. i accept it, hope is all that the world has...
but there are moments when, all the steel melts, the will breaks, the masks are off, and pain re surfaces...
Regards,
The Silhouette...
'Etre', as the French would say. Don't post a happy post if you're not happy! Be yourself. :-)
@Alexandre FABBRI
Truly said, because the page i took to start with that 'Happy' post still lies blank after so many days...
:)
Glad to hear from you,
Regards,
the Silhouette...
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