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Showing posts with label despair. Show all posts

Posted in By Eon Heath 1 comments


 

memories seep through
nostalgia sinks in
loneliness engulfs
i think of you...

places we been to
sweet nothings whispered
every moment, seems
deja vu...

thoughts of solitude,
weaves into soliloquy
and i wonder, how
could sanity haunt...

the whiskey sets in
and flame is ash now
present blurrs out
till tomorrow, repeats.

- Eon Heath



Image Courtesy - Kristina Tripkovic

Stranger

Posted in By Eon Heath 7 comments




It was a winter evening, the sun had set early. It felt almost like night. But no, it wasn’t night yet. For, the moon was nowhere in the horizon. And without the moon, the night was never complete.
She stared at the moonless sky. In the night’s emptiness, she could feel the hollow inside her own self. It had been sometime since she wrote anything. But the words in her mind, she wanted to pen them this time.

I have lost myself,
Help me find me…

The emptiness hit her again. She thought of the days when words were her muse, she could weave them like magic. Words would dance to her tune. Now, as if all that was dear to her was taken away. Yes, may be that was her emptiness. The void, created by absence. But absence of what?

The reflection, it stares back,
Questions, “who are you?”
“What have you turned into?”

Her train of thoughts moved ahead. She sought some reason, a reason for her pain. A reason for her loneliness, the void, the emptiness.

Everything is falling apart,
But I can’t find the pieces…

She longed for that peace again. She longed, for that shoulder, for those arms that would comfort her. Tell her that its ok, everything will be ok. She longed for that void to be filled again.

Whom to hold to?
Wrecked, I am left…

She saw it then. The moon, it was full. The darkness seem to recede, the emptiness was gone. And at that moment she knew. He was always around, he never really left. In the shadows, he was waiting. All she had to do was, call out to him.


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P.s.- The verses aren't mine. Someone asked me to post it on their behalf. i thought of putting their name on it, but then, i feel it is better this way.


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Blank Verses...

Posted in By Eon Heath 6 comments











The pages are blank,
as they reflect my thoughts
the ink goes dry
whilst I ponder to write…

Failing to relate
to the emptiness inside,
staring at nothing
those feelings have died…

Reminiscing the words
ever that I said,
and rekindling the dreams,
the ones  we shared…

When pain lingered,
I thought of your love
and when loneliness engulfed,
I thought of your touch…

But the pages are still blank
and my hands remain still,
the breeze blows the pages,
as my mind wanders at will…

-Eon Heath


Pic Courtesy - Here

Agony...

Posted in By Eon Heath 10 comments







Broken Verses
Empty thoughts,
Days of darkness
For their purpose is lost…

Wailing and screaming
I find comfort in the past,
Sulking and dying
Its shadow is cast…

Smiles all fake
I am numb within,
Beneath the scars
My wounds still exist…

Haunted by the voice
“why wasn’t it me instead?”
Life is a curse
Death has blessed me with…


-Eon Heath
Image courtesy - Google.

Shattered....

Posted in By Eon Heath 17 comments




Expectations, Realizations. Rejection.

What was i hoping,
What was i planning,
why couldnt i see it coming?
Its agonizing,
Tormenting...

Expectations, Realizations. Rejection.

The anger rising,
its tantalizing,
Forcing me into breaking
am choking
dying inside...

Expectations, Realizations. Rejection.

am still living...

-Eon Heath

p.s. nothing. am fine. its just a writng.



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Salvation...

Posted in By Eon Heath 32 comments



I wish the pain would subside
or i could just let it out...
I wanna figure a way
To calm my soul
Or else i could
Just watch it wither away...

These wounds may heal,
But why don’t
the scars fade...
Staying and reminding
Of the moments
“I forgot”, i say...

I bury my pride
And let that tear ride
Take me home
Take me, where i belong...
Blood, oozes out,
Then why i couldn’t feel the blade?

- Eon Heath



(image: Google)

My Valentine...

Posted in By Eon Heath 43 comments

My life is blank,
And so are my verses,
You were the words,
That coloured my canvas…

They ask me to sing,
Few many a lines of praises,
I filled them with you,
The only song in my senses…

I painted my feelings,
And they taunt me to write,
I pen down my tears,
Yet another day, I fight…

Walking towards the darkness,
That haunts my way,
Searching for the alleys,
Where you, my precious lay…



For you,
your silhouette...

p.s.- friends, i remember i promised to post a happy song before valentine, but the past few days weren't one of the best...

Anguish

Posted in By Eon Heath 29 comments

The days tormenting,
and nights never ending,
buried in these dungeons,
are my feelings, undying...

crying in silence,
still holding to your essence...
i feel your presence,
through this distance, insane...

cursed in love,
endowed by fate...
an eternity of suffering,
a destiny of pain...

shadows still haunting,
paths, i fear to tread...
wounds, still bleeding,
the past, never fades...

Resurrection

Posted in By Eon Heath 17 comments

Distance too far,
Your voice trails away…
Leaving me no choice,
Just hoping you’ll stay..

Promises unkept,
All along the way,
Resurrect me,
To die another day…


Wrote it back in March '09, these lines were supposed to be completed, but then the one who wished to complete it aint around...i guess some things are just meant to be so...

Absence

Posted in By Eon Heath 20 comments

Sound of the silence,
Silence through time,
Waiting for a whisper,
Whisper of your voice...

Waiting for a lifetime,
Lifetime spent for a moment,
Walking in the dark,
Darkness hiding your absence...

Weeping between smiles,
The smile binding my pain,
Longing to close the distance,
Distance turning me insane...

Longing for your touch,
Touch i would never feel again,
Dying with the winter,
Only this winter would come again...


This one, i wrote it more than a year ago, but never posted it anywhere...today, reading it again, i can only feel the irony of life...

void...

Posted in By Eon Heath 7 comments


is it just your face,
or is it you,
that remains a mystery
deep inside me,
intriguing my being...

staring at strange eyes
a fate, bestowed upon me
and forced to wonder
would you even say,
“its ME..”

failing to contain,
my heart in despair..
longing for you
every moment,
but darkness, stares…
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